| Friday, February 27, 2009
In a flurry of dreams Mummy always said I am a smart girl that has no confidence in my work and has no knowledge whatsoever that I am unaware of that. Mummy always said that I would always look better with a bare face and no fringe. No matter how defiant and in denial I am, I know she's right. WHY IS SHE ALWAYS RIGHT AGAIN? -__- I will never know. I am losing weight, WOOO :D but to be precise, everyone else notices it except me. That's a first O: I'm always the first to know if I lose one kilogram. HAHA, yes I am a teeny bit narcissistic. A very very tiny bit! Oh and no need to mention, I am very very very scared of getting my results :S You know what? I already have 20 things on my shopping list. Sheesh I really am in need of going shopping. I feel like I'm kept in hostage or something! AND I feel like I'm getting more dull by the day -__- Sometimes, I just wish, I was good at SOMETHING. 'Cause frankly, I'm no good. People around me can dance, can sing, can play the piano flawlessly, some can draw (even if they follow their mood) THEY STILL CAN DRAW. People around me sometimes seem so picture perfect. I just sometimes WISH I had something to be proud of. Hah. Am very very hungray, so I'll stop here. <3, color="#cc33cc">vyra 7:24 PM
Tuesday, February 17, 2009
Music Freak Finish The Lyrics In Your Own Words, okaaaaaaay Don't want to close my eyes... cause I love you so much I got you babe... and I won't let you fall Call me so I can get it... whenever you want I pray... for your happiness I'll give you my... heart Take a look at my girlfriend... she's hot, oh yeah she is I can read your mind baby... telling that you want to own me All I want... is you Tell me again... that you love me I can't stop... thinking of you One step at a time... there's no need to rush I don't want nobody else... without you I'm nothing Take a look at me now... isn't that obvious that i love you Touch me tease me kiss me please me... love me till your last breathWhen you look me in the eyes... tell me that you love me It's been so long and Im lost without you... please stay with me forever 7:53 PM
Malam Band oh my, gue request lagu "Love" by Nat King Cole for HIM. it's gotta be great, i hope ;) ciao then, im so lazy to do something right now 7:46 PM
Bring Me To Life hey hi hello , i was eleven when my mum told me that committing suicide is a very big sin, the biggest sin of all. since then, i kept on wondering and wondering, how would it feel to be dead for a day and see the looks, the reactions of people when they hear about my death. will they mourn? will they cry? or will they laugh? and act as though i did not matter. when i reached fourteen, i finally came to my senses. i have to stop thinking like an idiot. 7:24 PM
I had to speak up for myself. I finally realize something today. People make up stories and stuffs about you, its a normal thing for me. I bet everybody has gone through that before but i never really knew that such 'friends' can be a real jerk. I dont have to say everything here because eventually you wont change thus im making this thing even worst. So, To all fucking hypocrites thousand face bitches, i am asking you a big favor. Please go find a place for you to hide your face and your big ego because i am definitely sure hundred percent that this is not a place for you. Till then, 7:09 PM
Sunday, February 15, 2009
Bring it all back <3 As significant memories flickers In flashing lights As my faith slowly disappears I'm at the end of the line Remember days of sunshine As we watched the glow of the morning light We'd sing along to tunes of all time And we'd pluck apples that were so ripe I would be your flower As white as snow As tears drown in showers You would blow away my sorrows Remember chilly nights Cradling stones hold fire bright As crickets call out to the moonlight Whispers; I will love you for the rest of my life Remember rainy days, I was the one Snuggling in a blanket With you Kissing your fears away.. And as dawn comes in solemn beauty I will arise and kill my insecurities Because I know the result of curiousity I will manage to find some clarity. 12:29 AM
HAPPY VALENTINES DAY, LOVEBIRDS :) Even if it may be with your girlfriends, or maybe even your textbooks (HIHI) Have a splendid day! :] Hehe anyways i had sucha great valentine yesterday hehe (xoxo BUB!) hehe i went to PS first cause we were getting hungry and we ate at Mc'd, and then we just looked around the mall, still don't know what to do then hehe and finally we decided to go to Sency then.. And... first we went to Zara and saw a very preety shoes and.... i can't stand to buy it! haha so, i asked him whether i should buy it or no, and then i just got that pretty shoes with cost 495 idr! hahaha doesn't matter lah, but i felt a lil depressed cause the purple blouse one has stolen by other people (pity me -____-) yasudahlah ngga masalah akhirnya beli aja long sleeves hehe the cute one i thought hehe ;) then we went to Mango, and i bought the t-shirt one, haha wasted money i thought, hehe next we go to the Puma store, and he really really want to buy the brown shoes there, thats pretty cool with cost 700 idr! hmm a lil bit expensive hehe but don't worry honey i'll buy it for you next week. amin doain aja yah hehe ;)) and finally we went to a doll shop! heheh he bought me a very cute teddy bear, oh gosh tnaks a lot honey, you always know what i want. hehe ilysm ;) hmm after a long time shopping, we decided to go to Crooz then by Taxi.. After arrived, there is some party at there, starring "Ftfbyb, and Tocod" that's pretty crowded, and i just bought the Crooz t-shirt and PeeWee Gaskins cd, and he bought the blue peskin's t-shirt for Ka Willy. hehe and then we go back to dorm........... That's all then, Happy Valentine dear ;) 12:00 AM
Thursday, February 12, 2009
Restore Your Innocence oh my, the ego level in your veins, what I do is not your concern, all of a sudden, you mind? This shit, it's scattered around, the mistake might be mine, might me his, might be ours. All of a sudden, you mind?! Deep down, I'm still a little girl, with a lollipop in her right hand, and red balloons on the other, fumbling down a road lined with signs, when it's obvious I'm in the wrong direction. So lost; so confused. I know you're doing the best to keep me in the right path. I know what I am most, is fragile and ignorant. But by judging me for what I did is NOT going to change the past. It's NOT going to change what I did. No matter how much you try, it will NOT make any difference. So, what do you think then? 8:06 PM
Plastic Hearts "Lies are pathetic when we use lies to cover up our flaws" 7:54 PM
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Hello Im Vyrawr! I'm one of those pessimistic optimists or maybe vice versa. Zaniness and melancholy have dominated my life in many ways. I can say that I'm pretty content but on certain occasions a dark cloud will form above my head. I sleep late,I eat in bed and I like colourful objects.Arts have always been a part of me for as long as I can remember. I'm open minded,spontaneous and I procrastinate. I go ballistic when I see anything old-fashion or just passing by a camera store. you@hotmail.com bold italics underline Goals Exits link Talk Tagboard here. Archives February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 Credits Designer Blogskins |