| Sunday, April 19, 2009
How I Realised How Much I Changed. If you noticed, (as I just did) all the things I thought about showed me the very stages of life I changed by. How? by the word How. How blatant I am. How stubborn I am. How forgetful I am. How childish I am. How cruel I can be. How Bitchy I can be. how scared I can be. How thoughtful I can be. How nice I can be. How I love everything that gives me some bitter-sweet past memories. How I hold on to these memories. How I cherish them. How I learnt to be self-reliant. Independent. How I took the world so seriously. How I love puzzles. How inquisitive my mind is. How secretive I am. How I keep mostly to myself. How emo I was. How happy I am now. How I found my light. How I hardly studied. How I learnt not to trust anyone How I stopped having a best friend. How I distanced myself from many. How I became the solitary bird in a home flight How I come up with weird terms and acronyms for stuff and forget about them. How I never spoke my thoughts, and when someone else said the very same thing i thought about months ago, I was accused of being 'unoriginal'. How TV was never really a significant part of my life. How instead, the internet was. How much I owe everyone around me. How stupid I was (notice the past tense), how STUPID I AM, (fine, I agreed), How my friends changed me. How my family changed me. How I dared to be different. How I dared to challenge Change. How I conquered Change. How I CHANGED. How I realized, by DAYDREAMING and BLOGGING ABOUT THE DAYDREAM. I'm afraid what my thoughts would do next.. the THOUGHT of that gives me goosebumps. p/s : for my closest who realised that i am changing a lot, soory if i was a bad friends ytd but you all know that i love you more than you know and now I AM CHANGING INTO BETTER. I PROMISE 9:28 PM
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Hello Im Vyrawr! I'm one of those pessimistic optimists or maybe vice versa. Zaniness and melancholy have dominated my life in many ways. I can say that I'm pretty content but on certain occasions a dark cloud will form above my head. I sleep late,I eat in bed and I like colourful objects.Arts have always been a part of me for as long as I can remember. I'm open minded,spontaneous and I procrastinate. I go ballistic when I see anything old-fashion or just passing by a camera store. you@hotmail.com bold italics underline Goals Exits link Talk Tagboard here. Archives February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 Credits Designer Blogskins |