| Thursday, April 9, 2009
Like slow spinning redemption I wonder, wonder if I'd ever see you for who you really are. Will I ever trust you again? I wonder, how you played with my thoughts; the feeling makes me sink to the bottom. And this is the part; this little part of my shattered heart, this feeling that lives under my skin, this part that I despise so much; screaming out. This is the part where the young girl of trauma fills my shoes. I wonder alot these days. I question every single action I do; I wonder how I ever did fall for you. What have I done, so terrible to you, that you would do this to me? I know I may not treat you right. I know my behaviour is unacceptable at times. I know I may not be perfect. But don't take me for a fool, I always see this coming. I take high precautions, I usually see the signs. Am I trying too hard? It was a matter of time before I woke up. Its no point choosing to not believe reality; you can't keep on living in dreams. I failed. I failed to see all along, you were playing games with my feelings, I failed to see all along, I had my own wings. Its like you were floating, while I was falling, and I didn't mind. I smiled at the view, you kept on rolling the dice. Still, slight hope dangles on a string, like slow spinning redemption. Hope still exists behind all the lies, that's the reason I'm willing to try; Your one last chance, sweetie. I wonder, I wonder alot these days. Most of all, I wonder how I bought all your lies.Won't you hurt me again, sweetheat? I guess the answer is NO. 9:31 PM
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Hello Im Vyrawr! I'm one of those pessimistic optimists or maybe vice versa. Zaniness and melancholy have dominated my life in many ways. I can say that I'm pretty content but on certain occasions a dark cloud will form above my head. I sleep late,I eat in bed and I like colourful objects.Arts have always been a part of me for as long as I can remember. I'm open minded,spontaneous and I procrastinate. I go ballistic when I see anything old-fashion or just passing by a camera store. you@hotmail.com bold italics underline Goals Exits link Talk Tagboard here. Archives February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 Credits Designer Blogskins |