| Friday, April 10, 2009
Okay, so I've finished reading almost everyone's blog. Almost because some of them, I didn't read full heartedly.Anyways, it sucks going to boarding school when you read everyone's blog and realize they're all having fun. And realize what you're missing on. It's not easy to leave. To a place where no faces are familiar. Where every move you make is being watch because you're new. Where when you stare and everyone's little gesture and don't recognize them as you did back in your school. Where you can't fit in their conversations because that's not that usually talk about. Where sometimes, for a second, your hope dies because you just want to laugh with your classmates. It's not fair. Life's not fair. For goodness sakes, I don't even feel like I fit in on my own MySpace. WHATHEFUCK?! And it's only been a week plus. Ya Allah, give me emotion, mental and physical strenght -- the only thing I asked for again and again everyday now for the past week. Sacrifices are made for reasons. And at the end of the day, they're worth it. But I'm not even halfway to the end yet. How do I get through this? xo 12:10 AM
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Hello Im Vyrawr! I'm one of those pessimistic optimists or maybe vice versa. Zaniness and melancholy have dominated my life in many ways. I can say that I'm pretty content but on certain occasions a dark cloud will form above my head. I sleep late,I eat in bed and I like colourful objects.Arts have always been a part of me for as long as I can remember. I'm open minded,spontaneous and I procrastinate. I go ballistic when I see anything old-fashion or just passing by a camera store. you@hotmail.com bold italics underline Goals Exits link Talk Tagboard here. Archives February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 Credits Designer Blogskins |